hi all. i know its been a long time since i write about smth because i do not have anything to write about except for o levels. another reason is also partly it was the o level so i did not come online so frequently anymore. so here i am back again.

let me see.... what shall write about.... lets talk about o level. hmm... actually nth much to say lahz.... just that the chem paper was quite easy.... means everyone can do well and i will need higher marks to get an A. A.maths was also quite easy but with a bit of carelessness though. but still, if its near full marks, they cannot dont give me my A. this i am confident of an A thought. my e maths too. if this 2 subject do not have A then i cham liao... lol. physics was.... lets say unexpected. a few of wierd wierd qn which ans could not be found in the tb came out... then my combine humanities not that good.... higher chinese still ok.... so..... my results still not that confirmed yet... maybe good maybe bad.... lol...

so now left with MCQs only, went out to relax a bit with hadrian jeremy jingwei timothy marc chengding zhengan yanssen and alex. went to watch high school musical 3. nice show i must say. haha. of course i will say that lahz. me being a fan of disney. haha. but its really nice. after the movie we sort of er..... ideas dont meet so seperate for dinner. after dinner then went home. so now here i am.

anyway i dun think i will write much now... nth to write and i am kinda bored of this. haha. last yr, actually thought of doing tis for fun but it lasted til now. so maybe not going to write anything unless i got the mood. anyway there is also not much ppl coming here..... oh well... back to enjoy my songs ^^
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081008 marks my last day of school in maris stella high school.

seriously speaking, i was feeling kind of 舍不得 on that day that my life in maris stella with my class ended so quickly in 2 years time. so on that day, everyone just stop studying during class and went around taking photographs and playing chess, beyblade, slapjack. we were like given 2 hours to do some stupid surveys and we completed in less than half hour. ms yeo also then allow us to do our own things and we were so noisy that teachers from other class have to come over to ask to lower volume. i think they must be surprise that why ms yeo allow us to make so much noise that day. its kinda sad that i am leaving my friends after 2 years together.

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alright.... today marks the end of our prelims, ending it with chemistry paper 1, just like how O level is going to do it. well... i think that chemistry paper is quite ok, unlike physics paper 1 which according to many, there are lots of trick questions. so i think this is how MCQ is going to be. since prelim is a simulation of O level, does it means that we can have fun and go crazy today, just like how we are going to do on 121108? according to leslie, he will be going back to class, go crazy, take tables chairs and anyhow throw, pull out the imac bring home =.=' wonder how is he going to carry that imac home.... and he might just be caught for vandalism and stealing *fingers cross*. haha.

however, i do not think anyone actually have the mood to simulate go crazy today. with wonderful news like ' more than half the cohort failed physics', everyone just got turned off... nick was quite satisfied though, ms goh said that he answered all the bombastic questions quite well but the easier questions he could not do. this actually made him quite happy for the afternoon. for me, what can i expect of myself? i was still hoping that i might be able to just scrap a pass with this relatively hard physics paper, but with this piece of wonderful news and the tricky questions of paper one which i obviously didnt realise any, i will be standing with the majority. i was stilll hoping that i may get a L1R5 of below 2o this prelims, but guessing now, it would be quite hard. i think i didnt do well for my humanities also, so there go 2 subjects, which most probably give me a L1R5 of above 20.

on the other hand, my higher chinese did better. i got an A2, i think this is the first time i get an A for my chinese. yeah me!!! i also heard from mrs ng that my a.maths wasnt very well done too, though i felt that paper 1 was quite easy and paper 2 is like the typical MSHS paper, difficult and always finishing on time or cannot finish. she said i did average, so probably a B and most a probably a B3. so with 2 subjects, i got 5 points. physics and humanities add together, 10+ points. how nice.... 10+ points with 4 subjects. chemistry, i think was quite ok though i just finish on time with a few careless mistake due to lack of time to check, but many came out of the exam hall complaining that it was very difficult. then, i started to wonder, is my chem really good until most people find it difficult and i find it ok or is something wrong with me? from past experience, whenever my chemistry i think that i did ok, i usually dont get very good score. so.... my L1R5 will be just well about 20. oh well.... lets not think so much about it and all will be revealed next week. hope my friends in other schools are doing ok. haha.

so we didnt exactly went crazy today but still went to relax abit. ms goh said that now is not the time to let down and we should just continue to work harder. well... we didnt exactly heed that advice. after the paper, which started at 11am and ended at 12pm and i went to school at like 7+, now knowing the paper starts at 11. we went to play basketball and after that lunch with leslie while reg nick aaron watson went to pool. then we went there to meet them, but in the end me and leslie did nth, just sitting there and watching them play. leslie was dying there but i was having fun though. it was fun irritating watson and reginald. irritating them with the stick, or whatever you called it was fun, but i think they got pissed off. only watson brought home an extra thing- a blue-black, and its from me!!! yeah me!! yup. so this is what we did today. hope it will not be like this on the 121108. haha.

haiz.... prelims have ended and the O levels are coming up next.... how comforting.....

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on the side note, congrats team singapore for getting one gold, one silver and 2 bronze in the beijing paralympics. woohoo!!! well, i think most people are not watching this paralympics but i watched the news are read papers for the updates. i actually quite admire them. they are really brave to face all the difficulties and never give up. thats really good and this is what all of us should learn. 天生我才必有用，doesnt mean that they are handicaps and they cannnot achieve anything. we have much more to learn from them. so, jiayou to all the paralympians, though the paralympics is over....

well.... i think now is back to studying..... the thought of it just makes me feel like sleeping, it will be better if i can just sleep and not wake up.... not saying that i want to die.... maybe just wake up to eat, watch tv, surf the internet, chat and hang out with friends and then back to sleep again. 过着无忧无虑的生活, but this sounds too fairytale, so impossible now..... so back to reality, i only have one chance for O level, screwed it up and pop goes the weasel.... crapping abit now. think i should learn from leslie, developed an interest in studying. it will be easier if i am doing something that i am interested in.... lets see how i goes.

我们每天都有第二次的机会，等着我们去摘去。但我们却常常不去把握善用它们。
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time really flies huh...... it only seems a few days ago when the holidays just started and now? it has ended. not exactly a holiday as most of the time is SUPPOSEDLY to be used for studying and not for play and relax but...... nvm...... 2molo marks the 1st of term 4, which means that we are 42 days away to my first o level paper and 65 days to my last paper. on the bright side, this is one less than yesterday, not exactly very encouraging but still.... it might work. however, there are always 2 sides to a coin. on the other side, you can think as 65 days more.... about 7 weeks more, about 2 months more, so long so long..... oh well..... different people have different way of thinking and different views upon the same situation or the same people. it actually depends on how one looks.

well... i think most of the sec 4s regardless of what school should be in the midst of their prelims now. so is MSHS. before the holidays started, we completed our English paper, Chinese paper, A maths paper 1 and SS paper. so i have about 4 subjects left, which is going to be spread over 2 weeks. i do not understand they have to split the exams over such a long period of time. i know the teachers want it to as close to o level as possible but isnt it better if we end the prelims earlier so that we can get back our papers faster, go through it so that we have more time to ask questions? even if they wan to simulate like o level, the part where the exams are spread over 3 weeks, i think that can be left out. this is how i feel. as i have said, different people have different views on the same situation.

i asked some people this qn. did u study for your prelims? some said yes, some said no. i ask those who didnt study for prelims why. they replied: because dont have the first 3 mths liao, so just study for o level. this is how they think. personally, i still feel that the prelims are still impt even without the 1st 3 mths. it actually allow us to see how much we had already studied or how much more we have to study so that we can catch up on what we are lacking after the prelims. it can also give us a rough gauge on how well we are doing, a rough estimate of how we are going to do for o level.

with the o level just so close, i wonder is it a good time to give pressure to oneself. is it better to be a) gives pressure to ownself.
b) happy go lucky, 就算天塌下来也当被盖 ?
some people tends to give extra pressure on themselves til the extent that they are like.... almost going crazy? i think i belong to the grp b people..... just do as per normal, will not purposely add pressure on myself, thinking that its just o level, 船到桥头自然直..... blah blah blah........ is this kind of thinking good? from what i heard from most adults, they say not give yourself too much pressure or u might break down and everything will go to waste. but i think i am being too relax with myself? haha.

在万紫千红的原野里，我看上了你。
在盈盈娇嫩的小手里，我选中了你。
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today is 1st sep so... happy teachers' day to all teachers!!! yea!!!



since teachers' day falls on sch holidays, mshs held the performance on friday, the last day of term 3. the teachers actually put up a talent-time competition for the marists and they will form a band or something on their own and they compete. its suppose to be a teachers' day celebration but the teachers are actually planning it. abit wierd... haha. anyways the performances were great. some marists are actually quite talented. and the teachers too. some of them can really sing well. haha. so was quite enjoyable that day.



after that went back to my pri sch. went back a bit too late cos stayed back in sch for a while..... and my pri sch frens all went off le when i went back.... lol. anyways all my pri sch teachers only left with one in the sch. the rest all not there le. shld be change sch or smth. anyways i just want to thank my pri sch teachers for what they have done for us during pri 6. thank you teachers.



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recently, i dont know is it exam stress or what, but i get rather easily irritated? dunno why also lahz..... like study too much then become like tis but i also din study alot..... dunno lahz..... and i am oso abit confused by what people are saying. some people tell me that the o level is still quite easily to score well but some other people say until o level like so very hard like this lahz.... very sianz lahz... i like now got no motivation to study lahz..... sianz lahz..... sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz........... sianz x10^999999999999999

exams sucks.
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a few weeks ago....
jarrell teo: eh u change blog song ar?
me: ya.
jarrell: aiyo... why u change to that song?
me: nice wat...
jarrell: the song is 九十年代de leh. almost as old as us le leh...
me: but nice wat...
i forgot how the conversation goes after that.... so change new song... nice and oso not as old.... enjoy...

True
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hideI
ts time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to moveIm weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true
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time really flies..... prelims is just 2molo starting with the english and i am here blogging.... oh well..... whats there to study for english? thats what most people say and they usually dun come back with good results. so does that means that there is something to study for english? i tried by looking at past compos and compres but they only show me how much i deprove since sec 3..... hiaz..... and i dun seemed to feel the stress.... maybe cos i have the thinking now that prelims are no longer as important as before, but i know the importance of prelims. maybe i should start stressing myself which i dun like to and dunnno how to..... lol.

today during RME lesson ms yeo ask a few questions, should be related to studying...
1) rate from 1-10, how much will you rate that on the amount you are studying?
ans: 6
2) from 1-10, how much stress are u feeling now?
ans: 3
3) what are you most afraid of?
ans: blank out during exams even though studied.
4) describe about a time when u succeeded.
ans: win zone and nat comp this year while i get 3rd last year in zone comp and went to nat comp as spectator.
5) forgot this qn. about motivation dunno what.....
ans: i)to prove to myself that i can do it.
ii)just do it.
iii)impossible is nothing.
so these are the 5 questions that she asked. actually, most of my ans are crap. i do not know what to write actually, maybe except for qn 1 and 4. when she ask those qns, i actually do not know how to ans. well... what does that means? does it means that i am not feeling any stress? actually even i myself does not know the answer.

i believe that most people have already started studying, including me. but now looking back at all my studying, i seemed to be doing less than most people. nick watson reginald have been like staying back almost everyday in school to study until like 9pm many is done. i stayed at home and study and it seems to me that minimal is going into my head. wondered is there any thing wrong with my study methods or is it that the information did sink into my head just that i dont realise it only, and this seems impossible.... lol.

well... had lunch today with leslie alvin and kevin. after that, we actually sat there and talked for like about an hour+, regardless of exams 2molo. lol. we actually had fun talking. talked about what might happened to us after 'O' level, what we will do, discussed about some specific people in class *secret secret*, and many more. lets just say its a form of relaxation before exams 2molo. haha. we were wishing for 'O' level to come faster so that it will end faster when the prelims have not even started. lol.

7 subjects, 50 days to 'O' level, average of 7 days for each subject and one day to rest.... is that enough for me when i am having problems with my physics, geography and english? and i had a wacky idea. anybody wan to go watch movie one day before the 'O' level? hahahahaha :D
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